Haunted Room

Every night, I hear whispering all around my room and it freaks me out!
And soon I realized that there are liltle creature loves dazing every corner of my room.

(My not-so-organized cosmetics)

They loves playing peek-a-boo with me...

(My un-iron shirts and baju kurung)

They are my fashion-advisor every morning.

(My un-distrurbed laundry)

I were told not to worry about my laundry.

(My un-arrange books and journals)

 They told me, I am smart.

(My drawer is already full)

They insisted me to buy more stuff.

(My un-swept floor)

They are enjoying their moments.

(My 2-years old cousin toddler)

My new hired intern.

They maybe wicked but they are dependable!!

And I have no reasons why should I clean my room.

:)

While you went fishing, saya makan popia.

I was blogwalking searching for my wedding attire and saw thisss sgt cool blog. Very inspiring!
Malas nak tulis panjang2, lets the picture says it out loud!..  hehs!

bertudung pon boleh berfashion ok...

p/s: Maria and Bella, nahh your chillpopia!

Its from Zleqha

What does MERDEKA means to you?

Truly speaking, MERDEKA means nothing to me. I never be a fan of any of our history book. Including Malaysia Studieess!!!. What I know about Merdeka means holiday! which I can go back balik kampung or there will be concert and bunga api in any dataran around Malaysia. Yeah! Saya anak Malaysia murtad.

So why suddenly occured to me to talk about merdeka? Meroyan kah? No!

I was sitting, watching TV and I realizes, 4 days to Merdeka, why I fell eerr empty? Macam there is no patriotism around me. I still remembered when in my 90's, our parents will hang that little Malaysia flag at top corner of theirs car. Betul kan? Some even put every states of flags or even some, they will stick that flags covered all over the car. Like macam celen to each other who having the most flags on the car. Right?

Its interesting to see all of that you know! Macam gila happening. Then, there is a convoy, where some will painting their faces, holding merdeka flag, honking the car, shouting MERDEKA all over the places. Its fun to see that! Its like, we Malaysian cherish the moment of BEBAS!

This year, ekk worst! I dont see any Malaysia flags or even Merdeka songs at any shopping complexs. All is about raya raya raya! more. I dont know la if you guys see or hear any of Merdeka flag or songs. But me, no!.

Thus,

To those who read my blog, since there is not much awareness about MERDEKA, and since I cannot afford to give any flags to Malaysian (konon charity) or to be a DJ at any radio station or complexess, and since we are living in this IT world , why not we take a moment and write what does MERDEKA really means to you? Its not a contest by the way yea! Just to show our gratitude to our Malaysia that have give us peace, harmony and 1Malaysia.Oh yeah! Its a common question, but it commands and demands us to think carefully on the answer. The word Merdeka might mean so little or so much, depending on the person.



So here what Merdeka means to me. This gonna be a long post. Nyeh nyeh!

This post is totally inspired by the article that we need to mesmerize during Malaysia Studies.
You see, my dad is a Palembang + Arab. My mum, is a non-bumiputera, who is also an Arabian. I have no Malay blood in me, but however, my IC stated I am a Malay.

People who met me, will always not satisfied if I claimed myself, I am a Malay. I just smiled. They love to speaks english thinking I am a tourist from other country with me until I bukak my kecek utara. Pak Gad UTP never summons me since they think I am a foreign student. Unfortunately, makcik cafe suka charged me nasik lebih2.

I am very proud to be a Malay or even a Malaysian!

First, we are 1Malaysian. We have Malay, Chinese, Indian and others who live in a harmonious environment where we respects each other religion and culture.We have freedom! We celebrate each other festivals without avail.

Second, we are well equipped with all facilities that we have.

Third, we are moving foward everyday . we are in a high-technological age

And most importantly, we are VERY fortunate that we are practically free from natural disasters

We are blessed to be a Malaysian.

So as we are shouting Merdeka! Merdeka! and Merdeka!, what does Merdeka means to you? Write it and let me know! It will be fun!

I have an awesome last night!

Kamu wahai cintaku,
Kamu sang berbulu,
Oh itu tasteku,
yang aku ingin bersama,
Aku buka baju kamu,
Rakus!
Kamu berbogel,
Melihat badan kamu,
Tough,
Aku turn on,
aku mahu menjamah,
aku mahu merasa dirimu,
Detup detap,
Memikirkan perasaan,
Menantikan saat-saat,
Indah yang bakal dilalui.
Dia memangil,
dan aku datang,
ermphhh,

sedapnya oh rambutanku.

Packing balik rumah to my sayangs sayangs di rumah.

Introducing you, my grandma.

Her husband, my atuks sayang, died on 2005.

Wistfulness.

Grief.

Bitterness.

Sadness.

Woe.

All the feelings describe for us , the family,

especially my beloved hababa.

(oh tiba-tiba teringat, beliau sgt sedih pada hari tersebut smp bantal busuk saya jadi mangsa.tukar sheet bantal busuk kaler coklat yang sepatutnya oren. seminggu tak leh tidur sebab bau mengasyikan itu tidak ada. ok x lawak.continue)

She made me realizes that,

When one day, you gonna to wake up,

and all the big stuff and all the milestones that you were looking forward to,

graduation,

weddings,

having kids,

your grandkids,

its all behind you, its all over.

And you just realize that you have

a bunch of yesterday and a few tommorow.

So, marilah kita mengenjoikan diri kita,

lepak satu dunia.

tgk satu dunia.

daripada memeningkan kepala dengan masalah dunia.

However, that is exceptional.

But this is important,

Spend time with your love ones,

because they are your tommorow.

Kimia

Before we were chemical engineers,

We were chemical students,

Which meant we spent lots of time studying chemistry,

Organic Chemistry, Physical Chemistry,

We learnt it all,

But when we were talking about human chemistry,

Only one thing matters,

Either you GOT IT,

Or you DONT.

When I said it is enough.

Our mothers tell us to be aware of the mysterious man,

Dont talk to them in the park,

Dont take their candy,

Dont get into their cars,

And whatever you do,

Dont let them into the house.

But what do we do,

If we already invited them in.

Mysterious man,

They make promises,

that they have no intention of keeping,

They tell lies to get what they want,

They maybe more dangerous than they seem,

Yes

Our mothers told us we cannot trust the man we dont know,

And those that we do know,

Hmm,

We cant always trust them either.

I love you RomeO, I love you JulieX

In a conflict as old as pensil and paper,

Two mighty army square off the battle of,

CROSS and CIRCLE

TIC-TAE-TOE

Remember my dear,

The one who controls the center,

Controls the board.

Memoirs of Miss Sherry

I have a thought, "Blogging is a good thing".

I imagined me in 40 years later, sitting in front of laptop (nenek moden), read and remembers all the journey that I've gone in this blog.

Shared all the memories with my children, grand children and cicit children, for at least, we can have a laugh and a cry together.

and this is why I have the "thought".

By the by, here is some notes to you, my future children.

For you my,

CHILDREN

For all the money can buy, it can't buy happiness. INGAT! Walaubagaimanapon, Your mom is howt!

CUCU-CHILDREN

Saya sudah tua. I hereby wasiatkan all my tedi's collection to you.

CICIT-CHILDREN

I wonder.. Am I still alive to see and cuddle you into my arms.

But, if you read this, I only want to say "I LOVE YOU".

Facts : Believe it or not, Saya jahit cadar + comforter itu.

Quilt techniques.

Dengan sayang,

Your nenek dan Ibu.

Sentence to Remember

When you feel amazingly sad or rasa looser gila-gila or feel like you are an empty can or giving up hope.

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Please remember,

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The person beyond upstairs is alwaysssss there for you.

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Love,

Yaya