I am actually complaining.

Things changed when you are going to commit to a whole new world.
As a wife.

I couldnt neglect my responsibilities.
It is indeed sad when my fiancee cakap,
"Macamana anak anak nanti"
Hence, I ignore my dream.

A dream to work in overseas.
In middle east country.
In oil and gas company.
As a Reservoir Engineer.

This is my second time I rejected offers from oversea's company.
First is Germany. And yesterday in Cairo.

Although Cairo offers me 5 digits number salary in ringgit.
The numbers still not afford enough for me to leave my lovies mera beteh here.

4 digits salary is enough.
Enough for me to gain happiness in Malaysia.
Enough for me to be with my Sayangs.
and Abe Buncit.

:(

Caspesian Sea

Murphy sent me to the sea. And good thing is, they sponsored me everthing. The best one, they provide me a suite hotel!!

Freaking in love with the hotel. Tapi, I couldnt spenTt much dalam bilik and groom and make myself macam tuan puteri. I need to be on the boat at 5.30 am and back at 8 pm. 2 hrs travelling on the sea. Best ok!

This is Caspesian Sea. A hugeeee ship. I feel like I am in Titanic ship.

So, kalau nak naik ship, you have to used basket transfer. The mostt exhilirating for me to do! siap suruh the cable man pusing I satu ship lagi. Gilaaa best!

And oh my god, the fish dalam laut, gilaaaaaa THOUSANDDDSSSS of them. you can see them in one troop banyak2, macam pulau perhentian. weeee! And I met dophin yaw!

I can see sunset and sunrise everyday.How I wish Abdillah was there dekat tepi and beromantik each other...

The operator sana pon best. Oh yea, laksa sarawak are simply sedapp gilaaa dan teh beng diorang awesome! Tried this with Inot.

:). Freaking in love with the sea. Cant wait next month!