Life gives you lemon, you make lemonade

Just finished reading my 2008 post. Rasa macam nak naik time machine, went back to exact time, and give a big slap to my face.

Geleng kepala dekat yaya 2008. Thumbs up dekat yaya 2010.

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But there is always a reason why.

I remember...

My 2008 life have been visited by grief, tremendous loss, emotionally and materially, death of a loved one, accident dan lagi lagi. To have suffered such a loss, my feelings are hard to describe adequately at that time. There is a sense of utter despair, emptiness, and a numbing of the senses. It can become so intense that one actually questions the whole purpose and meaning of life.

and then, I found this verse.(still keep it in my laptop)

In Sura Al-Baqara, verses 155-157, Allah s.w.t

"Be sure We shall test you with something of fear andhunger; some loss in goods or lives or the fruits (ofyour toil) but give glad tidings to those who patientlypersevere. Who say when afflicted with calamity: "Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhir raji-oon""

From these verse, we can see that in a Muslim's life, hardship and suffering should never come as a complete surprise. In fact, Allah promises us some hardship as a certainty, somewhere during our lifetime. It is a test of our iman, our faith in Allah, and we should not despair, because there are lessons to be learnt from every situation, especially from misfortune.

NOW, for all susah susah at 2008, I'm enjoying senang-senang at 2010.

So Kawan-kawan!!,

Everything happens for a reason, bebeh.

p/s: hugs yaya 2008 for being such a strong girl.

Cerita Saya

Saya termenung tgk kawan-kawan saya,
Seronok tgk mereka-mereka,
Banyak benda mereka ada,
Tapi saya tak ada.

Kawan-kawan saya ada ni,

Saya takde. :(
Saya jalan kaki pergi lab,
Kalau saya nak ke bus stesen,
Saya terpaksa buat muka x malu mintak tumpang,
Saya kena tunggu kawan ajak g shopping.
Saya kena tunggu kawan ajak g pasar malam.
Kadang-kadang kawan janji nak ambil saya,
tapi tak ambil2,
takpe sy x marah.

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Kawan kawan saya ada ni,

saya takde :(
saya ada camera,
tapi terpaksa ikat getah dekat bateri slot die,
saya seronok tgk gambar kawan-kawan saya,
gambar permandangan,
gambar self potrait,

diorang slalu upload dekat facebook,

saya tgk aje,

saya slalu tertanya2,

diorang taknak tangkap gambar saya ke?

takpe.

saya tak kisah

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Kawan kawan saya Mr and Mrs,

saya cemburu,
diorang study rilek2 je,
tapi masih boleh score,
CGPA mereka dasyat2,
saya pon nak study rilek2 juga,
dan score,
tapi tak boleh. :(
takpe,
saya terima seadanya.

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Baju kawan-kawan saya semua branded,

Saya pon ada baju dan beg branded, tapi semua ciplak,
saya selalu tunggu sales,
tapi kekadang sales pon saya x mampu jugak.
tapi takpe.
saya suka baju scarlet yang murah

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Kawan-kawan saya anak orang kaya,

saya tidak.
duit skoler tu laa duit makan saya.
duit skoler tu laa duit enjoy saya.
bapak saya pikir sepluh kali kalau nak bagi duit kat saya.
takpe.
saya ok je.

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kawan-kawan saya pakai,
saya 2003 je.
ram laptop saya 256mb je
hard disk pula 60 gb.,

kalau install confirm laptop saya jadi macam siput,
diorang slalu antar docx, xlsx, pptx.
tapi saya tak boleh bukak file yang ade "X"
takpe.
saya ada converter.

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Saya suka hidup saya.

Unknown people.

Today I received more than 15 phone calls,

6 text messages,

with 4 different number,

and different voices,

but with one Utara slang,

asking where I am,

who I am,

and what I do.

When I asked why,

they told me they got my number from ppl at Lumut.

I told them, salah nombor encik.

They said no,

insist me to tell them who I am.

I disconnect the call.

and they continue callinggggg


apakahh semuaaa ini!! gila menakutkan!!

Lovey Yoka

Before my pet story become stale, I would love to share my little mini-series of mine.

Approximately three years ago, I went to Pet Wonderland, sight seeing the animals. I still remembered, how much I would like to have a pet but none seems to interest me. Bak kata si kawan, no feromon.

But, cinta pandang pertama really happens when I saw this tupai sleeping right below the branch. To see her wide eyes, pink nose, make me rasa macam nak give my first kiss and bring her home.

Badly, hati saya terjatuh, when I saw the price. Rm 44O/single.

So me pulang dengan kecewa. :(

Back home, I googled her, save her pictures, make some readings with hope I can owned her in future.

Guess what, now, I'm flauntinggggggg my Yoka to you!! and People!, it is not a rat nor a mouse, its a sugar glider with scientic name Petaurus breviceps. The bonus was I have a pair of them! Poka and yoka. (Nama diambil sempena subjek OM tersayang, poka yoke.) Fyi, Poka owned by si kumbang and he is out of the story here.

"Hai.. Saya Yoka"

We play and we bond and beliau agak sepoel.

Dia mmg suka tido.

Facts that you need to know: Her life span is 10-15 years depending on how they are taken care of. I do hope she can live a long quality life with me. Yoka pleaseeeeee dont die soon!!!.

NOTE : Suggies is a very social and need and crave lots of companionship. This makes them a good pet for the owners especially who is single and lonely like me. Ohh ohh ohh , maybe I need to slash the word single.

-Si Owner-

The day when you say you love me.

Both of us,

in one evening,

at Port Dickson.

Too see the sun goes down.


To see the birds in the sky high



And to write loves on the sand.



Love you bebeh =)

We are leading our way to good energy consumption...

Its time to uplug those vampire appliances,
from the creamy white outlet,

that quench their unholy thrist,
for electrons.

Lamp, computers, fan all switch off!

(The Simpson,2010)

While I agree to reduce the consumption is great, it is hard to reduce the permanent change of lifestyle. Good for us, there is renewable energy.

So Friendlist! Beyond to you wind! The energy of power.

Wind energy is friendly to the surrounding environment. No fossil fuels to generate electricity. Here also means, no CO no CO2.

Wind turbines/Windmill take up less space than our TNB power station. So the left empty spaces can be used for many purposes, take argriculture for example.

The wind is FOC.

The combination of wind energy and solar electricity is great for developed and developing countries to provide a steady, reliable supply of electricity.

If you want wind as your power, you might as well need windmill.

Can I afford it?

There is tax credit, government rebate(malaysia tidak ada) and the average price of a windmill is about $100 to $1000. Surprisingly murah kan??

But you also may WANT to consider...

Wind turbines ini bising. The noise is similar to a small jet engine.

Winds is unreliability factor that can make your power down. Here I mean is,

Try to think if the wind stop blowing, while you are:

- watching Man U vs Arsenal.
- wearing lipstick at night.

- cooking something,

- in the middle of doing thesis.

What will you feel? Regret?

And you may also may need to pray alot for our FOC wind to come.

p/s: Saya confius kenapa tiba tiba blog pasal renewable energy.

Sekian Ceramah,

Saya,
Si Engineer yang tiba-tiba Nerd.

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Controls the board.

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